Honestly, I cannot believe its February already, how did that happen? But at the same time, January felt never-ending, even with the first two weeks in USA. That last half of the month dragged like I don't know what... but here I sit on Feb 3rd, thinking how are we in February. And one month... Continue Reading →
Wow! It's been such a long time since I last wrote here. I kept meaning too, but life got in the way, and so much has changed since I was last here... its mad! I've felt the calling to write more again lately, but been on holiday having the most amazing time in USA with... Continue Reading →
Quite a lot has changed this year... it's not just the fact that we have a global pandemic happening - which appears to have no end in sight. It's that I feel I have had a shift in perspective which I have noticed a lot over the last few weeks - perhaps couple of months.... Continue Reading →
No.. this isn't a post about how I have somehow managed to fall in love during lockdown - I mean I have tried - but thats another story... this is about how during lockdown I have actually found the peace within. Don't get me wrong - it was really really ropey to start with -... Continue Reading →
It's not the pandemic that's causing the lack of sleep tonight... it's the thoughts and wonderings of where I actually go wrong with trusting people. I've always been an open and honest person, totally heart on sleeve and what you see is what you get. I care for people, too much sometimes, I believe people... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I want to write but can't find the words. I can be filled with emotion and need to get it out onto a page - but it just doesn't come out. I can't make enough sense of it all to write it. Thats how I have felt the last month or two... just stuck... Continue Reading →
It's been a while since I have written... I don't even know why it has been, it doesn't seem like that much time has passed - but it has. I've felt a bit lost this week and really realised how much writing helps me to get clarity and realise what I am doing well and... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I don't even know where to begin with writing how I feel, its strange because I am a person who finds writing as an outlet, it helps me just release all the emotions and feelings I have onto a page and to help move forwards. This last month or so since I was home... Continue Reading →
If I was brave enough I would say.... I wish I could share that I wanted to end it all last year, I wish I could explain why, but the truth is I have no idea. I know I have always been the one in the family who’s been driven, who knew where she was... Continue Reading →
I am so hard on myself all the time for all the things I get wrong or wish I had done but haven’t, that I often forget all the things I have achieved and learnt about myself over since the day I left my husband. So here is a compilation of things – more for... Continue Reading →
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