I haven't written for so long now, it is one of those things i keep telling myself i should do - because i know i feel better when I do, but at the same time, i just haven't wanted to face my emotions. And then this last couple of days it's all just hit me... Continue Reading →
It's not the pandemic that's causing the lack of sleep tonight... it's the thoughts and wonderings of where I actually go wrong with trusting people. I've always been an open and honest person, totally heart on sleeve and what you see is what you get. I care for people, too much sometimes, I believe people... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I want to write but can't find the words. I can be filled with emotion and need to get it out onto a page - but it just doesn't come out. I can't make enough sense of it all to write it. Thats how I have felt the last month or two... just stuck... Continue Reading →
It's been a while since I have written... I don't even know why it has been, it doesn't seem like that much time has passed - but it has. I've felt a bit lost this week and really realised how much writing helps me to get clarity and realise what I am doing well and... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I don't even know where to begin with writing how I feel, its strange because I am a person who finds writing as an outlet, it helps me just release all the emotions and feelings I have onto a page and to help move forwards. This last month or so since I was home... Continue Reading →
If I was brave enough I would say.... I wish I could share that I wanted to end it all last year, I wish I could explain why, but the truth is I have no idea. I know I have always been the one in the family who’s been driven, who knew where she was... Continue Reading →
It's been a while since I felt I could write a blog post, so much has been happening since my last post, I don't even know where to begin, but today was the first day that I reflected after a day pretty much spent hiding in bed with a book and trash tv on Netflix... Continue Reading →
I've debated a long time about whether to show my face on here. I had thought to myself perhaps I want to be anonymous, that it would allow me more freedom... and it does, but it also attributes to me still hiding who I am. I don't want to hide anymore. I am me, Gems.... Continue Reading →
Ever wish you could just stop being an over thinker? That you could just totally let go and just go with the moment and not have that little voice in your head which makes you question everything... It can be the simplest of things, it doesn't have to be complicated... but all of a sudden it's... Continue Reading →
It all started with a panic attack at yoga of all places on Sunday evening, I hadn't seen it coming but I was able to control it. I was in the middle of pigeon pose and then started to get really uncontrollably hot, then my breathing became tight and I felt like I might burst.... Continue Reading →
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