I haven't written for so long now, it is one of those things i keep telling myself i should do - because i know i feel better when I do, but at the same time, i just haven't wanted to face my emotions. And then this last couple of days it's all just hit me... Continue Reading →
I had had so much going on in my head the last few months, but seriously struggled with how to get it out of my head and into words. Actual words. Words that make sense... and I am not even sure I can do it now, but as 2020 starts to reach it's end... I... Continue Reading →
Quite a lot has changed this year... it's not just the fact that we have a global pandemic happening - which appears to have no end in sight. It's that I feel I have had a shift in perspective which I have noticed a lot over the last few weeks - perhaps couple of months.... Continue Reading →
No.. this isn't a post about how I have somehow managed to fall in love during lockdown - I mean I have tried - but thats another story... this is about how during lockdown I have actually found the peace within. Don't get me wrong - it was really really ropey to start with -... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I want to write but can't find the words. I can be filled with emotion and need to get it out onto a page - but it just doesn't come out. I can't make enough sense of it all to write it. Thats how I have felt the last month or two... just stuck... Continue Reading →
It's been a while since I have written... I don't even know why it has been, it doesn't seem like that much time has passed - but it has. I've felt a bit lost this week and really realised how much writing helps me to get clarity and realise what I am doing well and... Continue Reading →
I've debated a long time about whether to show my face on here. I had thought to myself perhaps I want to be anonymous, that it would allow me more freedom... and it does, but it also attributes to me still hiding who I am. I don't want to hide anymore. I am me, Gems.... Continue Reading →
Ever wish you could just stop being an over thinker? That you could just totally let go and just go with the moment and not have that little voice in your head which makes you question everything... It can be the simplest of things, it doesn't have to be complicated... but all of a sudden it's... Continue Reading →
It all started with a panic attack at yoga of all places on Sunday evening, I hadn't seen it coming but I was able to control it. I was in the middle of pigeon pose and then started to get really uncontrollably hot, then my breathing became tight and I felt like I might burst.... Continue Reading →
I don't really know where this post will go, but I feel like I need to write. I need to just try to give my brain a rest from the over thinking and overworking. to spill the thoughts into a post, and if it reaches someone who is sat here just like me tonight, then... Continue Reading →
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